LUCIFER ANGEL- by Lucifer Angel

…I refused to have a master,
Now my skin is like alabaster,
I admit, it looks good on me,
Oh how I wish you could just see,
My wings are now hidden,
For to let anyone see is strictly forbidden,
But when they’re out they’re black as night,
Oh it’s an amazing sight,
I will serve no one,
And I now despise the sun,
It doesn’t hurt me,
It just reminds me of how things used to be,
So innocent and vulnerable,
Before I truly gained control,
I am now my own self,
I have fallen, never again to rise,
I have chosen my own demise,
I live on this earth like everyone else,
Overwhelmed with feelings I had never felt,
Loneliness, sorrow, peace, and love,
Anger, hunger, battered and torn
I no longer serve the one above,
Though those days I will always morn,
I will not lie, I am not fine,
Although my soul is still mine,
I feared love; I let no one get close,
Though you were like no one else,
Now I fear the time where I will lose you,
These feelings are all too new,
I wish we could be together,
Wander with you forever,
But that is not to be,
You are human, and I’m me