Giving Up- Lucifer Angel

I'm giving up finally
I realize now I never had a chance
God always finds a way to turn things back on me
It's like the entire world is in a trance
It's like everyone is hypnotized
Now those that speak the truth
Are labeled as crazy, dysfunctional, and speakers of lies
It's all so exhausting, tiring,draining, weakening
It' just so heart-wrenching
So agonizing, painful, and distressing
No longer capable of feeling
I'm not pessimistic- just realistic
I'm tired of being disregarded and ignored
It's depressing to see the world so unresponsive
It's left me feeling dismal, unneeded, and forlorn
It seems everything I do is rendered ineffective
Just what the hell is wrong with me?!
It all so hopeless- having no chance of success
The world today is wretched and terrible
Though I've lived forever I feel so lifeless
Have you ever felt like this? (It's unbearable)
It's all so exhausting, tiring,draining, weakening
It' just so heart-wrenching
So agonizing, painful, and distressing
No longer capable of feeling
Yes, now I'm giving up
Sending a message to God if he can hear meI no longer give a fuck
All I wanted was to be free
I'm giving up